you & i

this is the space i created so i could vent. since my main blog is no longer safe for my personal thoughts. if you know me in real life, please do not follow me (unless i tell you it's okay)

My boyfriend is awesome

“Sooo I love you a lot and I actually mean it when I say it.  You honestly have brought so much joy to my life, I don’t know what I would do without you.  It sucks that we have so much chemistry and we just met :/….hopefully forever :)  I hope it doesn’t scare you when I I tell you I want to be with you forever…I am lol it’s a good scare though if that makes sense haha but yeah it feels right…so right”

god, i love him.

we said “i love you” for the first time today…and it feels so right even though we haven’t even been together for long.  it’s just the most amazing feeling, i can’t even describe it.

i woke up to this email from my boyfriend

Hello there my sweet girlie :).  Thought I would surprise you with a nice little email haha.  I don’t really know what to say other then that I’m always thinking of you and your gorgeous face and the times we have been together.  There has never been a dull moment in our relationship and I’m so glad!  Besides being so god damn gorgeous your personality is amazing too!  I love how I can be %100 myself around you and you don’t care.(for some reason the text is now in bold and i can’t switch it back haha)  You are the most amazing person I know and I am so happy that I am your boyfriend.  I’m by far the luckiest guy in the world!  I can’t wait to spend more time with you, and hopefully travel the world together :).  I’m so excited about the future we have together, and nothing is going to keep us apart.  You are my one and only Kimberlee and the way you make me feel is indescribable.  Every second I spend without you is like a second in hell.  Hey, at least I’ll be ready for hell when I die right? haha but i don’t plan on passing away any time soon!  You’re amazing baby don’t change, don’t let little things get to you because in my eyes you are perfect and no matter what anyone says I will believe that.  Well that’s all I can think of at this moment.

Your boyfriend who’s falling in love with you,

Morgan Belden xoxoxoxoxo

i miss you

plain and simple. i can pretend that i’ve moved on, but i really haven’t. 

i just want you back in my life.

30 june 2011

tmi

i came during sex for the first time today :3

*sigh* i’m going to miss my boyfriend

21 august 2011

rant time.

maybe if you weren’t such a two faced bitch, your boyfriend wouldn’t have broken up with you. ha, you blame him for everything that went wrong but it was really you that fucking ruined it. i can’t believe that anyone could treat their boyfriend like that. you tell him that he doesn’t deserve to be loved again. he is such an amazing guy and he deserves to have the best. he deserves to be treated right, and he most definitely deserves to be loved again.  

and now you’re going behind my back and turning my friends against me. you know what, i saw that you were following my tumblr that one day, so i know you could see this at anytime. but you know what? i don’t fucking care. you need a reality check. you’re not perfect. you never will be. you should grow up and learn how to treat people if you want to have friends.

now i’m not saying i’m perfect. i know i’m far from it. i make mistakes. maybe it wasn’t the smartest idea to hang out with your ex right after you broke up, but i did nothing wrong. i don’t regret anything. he’s your EX boyfriend. he needs friends, and i can be one to him. we’re pretty much the same person…it’s really nice to have a guy friend like that.

you already tried to rip apart MY relationship, but i’m happy to say that things between me and my boyfriend are AMAZING. we’re falling for each other so hard, and i know it’s soon but i can already tell that we’re going to be together for a long time. 

whatever…i don’t fucking care. (that’s a lie) but i’m just going to be the bigger person in this situation and move on.  i’m sticking to guy friends and my three amazing roommates from now on.



20 august 2011

tmi thursday

i’ve had sex with my boyfriend four times today. 

he told me that he’s never cum more than once in a session…he came twice while i was giving him head the other day…..and he came four times today.  oh and i gave him road head when we went to see the padres game and he said it was the best head he’s ever gotten (he’s gotten a lot of head btw hahah)

ugh we have such amazing sex. seriously. i’m gonna be sore for a while hahah

18 august 2011

everyone else has stopped talking to me. idk why, i did nothing wrong.

i can’t wait till i get myself out of this hellhole.

all i have to say to all of the people i thought i knew:

fuck you and have a nice life.

16 august 2011

I HAVE REALIZED SOMETHING ABOUT MYSELF TODAY.

friend wise, i am attracted to younger people.

but when it comes to dating and relationships, i am attracted to older people.

i mean this isn’t like some life changing revelation or anything, i’m just saying.

3 august 2011

my mom is forcing me to go to the gym. i have made it clear that i DO NOT WANT TO GO.

and she gets pissed when i imply that i don’t want to. she says that i need to do things.

I HAD A FUCKING FULL TIME JOB. i worked 40 hour weeks and one time a 60 hour week. i had my tonsils taken out. i was in so much pain, i couldn’t eat for three weeks, and then i started vomiting blood. i couldn’t do anything all summer. i’ve seen my friends three times in the past three months. this has been the worst fucking summer EVER. but no, i didn’t complain.

but once i actually have the freedom to do my own thing, you want to force this and all of your other bullshit on me. back.the.fuck.off.


3 august 2011

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