when i was younger, like from eighth grade to sophomore year, i used to do this thing where i would take something semi sharp like the broken edge of the plastic ruler from my planner or like a safety pin and i’d scratch at my skin until it turned pink.  i’d stop once i broke the skin because i didn’t want anyone to know what i was doing…so that’s why i don’t have typical “cutting scars”…

well, i started doing it again and i’m not really sure why… :/