i just saw this picture that my ex posted on facebook about how he thought his new girlfriend was the best & classiest prom date a man could have. up until this point i was like “oh whatever” cause at prom our senior year(last year) everyone kept telling me how he had downgraded (we had just broken up and he brought her instead). i know it’s petty, but it made me happy. 

but anyways..i keep reading and he finished off the caption with “i love you” and my heart dropped.  

it just hurts to know that everybody i’ve ever had feelings for never had those feelings for me. i know he never loved me, just like carlos never loved me, and markos never loved me. 

i’m seriously doubting that arthur even cares at all.

27 june 2011