before you read this, just know that you might get offended or think i’m ignorant or whatever. but this is my tumblr, and i can write about what i want to write about. this probably doesn’t make much sense to you and honestly i don’t care about that either because it makes sense to me.

i don’t like it when people say stuff like “oh you think your situation is bad? look at how bad THIS person’s situation is.” this sounds ignorant, but honestly i don’t care. it doesn’t matter how badly someone else is suffering, that doesn’t change how much pain i feel. to me it doesn’t matter if your boyfriend of three years just cheated on you, with multiple other people…throughout your entire relationship…then dumped you…for your best friend…who was one of those people. it doesn’t change the fact that guys treat me like shit too. sure, i understand that you probably feel really crappy, and i think that’s reasonable because nobody should have to deal with that. but that doesn’t change the fact that sometimes it feels like my whole world is shattering and there’s nothing i can do about it.

i am infinitely grateful for all that i have been given throughout my 19 years of life. but the tons and tons of people in the world without necessities don’t change the fact that i feel pain too.

2 july 2011