i know you’re not supposed to fish for compliments or whatever…but i kinda feel like crap right now. today i found out that i’m anemic and i might have some type of blood clotting disorder. the boy i feel for head over heels is going to audiotistic with some other girl. the two other guys i’ve started things with recently, never respond to me. idk, i just want to know that i have some worth to somebody, even if that just means that i’m something pretty to look at or i have nice boobs or SOMETHING. cause i’m having a lot of trouble seeing anything good in myself right now. some nice messages or something like that would really be appreciated right now.. 27 july 2011